“What I’ve done for Love?”

If you ask me how many times I got hurt,

I will answer you instantly that,

“I’ve been hurt for so many times.”

But if you ask me, until where did I fight for love or;

What are the things I’ve done for love..?

Maybe, I can’t instantly answer you.

Maybe, I will think twice and realize..

How pathetic I am, that been hurt because of love.

But, I’ve never done anything just to fight for it.

How pathetic I am, been so drowning on my tears because of love,

Not realizing that I forgot to fight for it.

And then, I realized..

All I’ve done is just, love the one I love.

Love him the way I know.

Love him the way I like.

Love him the way I don’t want him to love me.

After that, I realized..

That is really my fault.

And that is really my fault.

It’s my fault why I’ve hurt too much.

And for that, I’m sorry.

Maybe now, my sorry is not really matter,

Because it’s already end.

And all I can do, is to watch how this things break me apart.

How I’ve lost him, instantly.

And now, even though it happened a long time ago..

The memories of pain and happiness still strike me.

The memories of him, still on my mind,

Coz my heart still know him very much.