“To Love You More”

To love you was the thing I didn’t expected.

I have no idea that you will enter my life and then changed it.

To love you was the thing I’ve never imagined.

I never thought that you can be more than anyone on me.

And to love you was the thing I’ve never imagined, can be the one I will be afraid of.

Because the day I fell for you, is the day I started to be afraid of fall in love to someone and doubt my feelings.

To love was the greatest feeling I ever felt.

Because, that was really the first time, someone’s really care for me.

(And I love that moment.)

To love you was the thing I never imagined in my life.

Because, I thought I’m just no one girl on the side and then, you came along.

To love you was really a heaven feeling!

Because, even for short time, I felt the Mutual Feelings many people say.

How I always want you by my side.

How I always want to see you and to be with you.

But..

To love you was to felt that I am really unsure on your feelings on me.

I’m very sure on my feelings for you,

But I’m not sure if what you said to me is true,

If what you said, is really what you truly feel.

I’m started to doubt about it.

To love you was not really easy thing.

I love you, but I didn’t sure if you really feel the same way.

I love you, but I’m not sure, this time you mean it.

And my mind and heart starts to argue.

To love you was the very painful feeling I ever felt.

You didn’t know how many tears I shed for you.

You didn’t know how long I always cry and sad because of you.

You didn’t know how many times I asked myself  where did I go wrong?

How this thing happened?

But now, I’m okay.

I can smile.

I can laugh.

But, sorry..

Even though I stop my dramas..

Until now, I didn’t stop to love you more.