“To Love You More”

To love you was the thing I didn’t expected.

I have no idea that you will enter my life and then changed it.

To love you was the thing I’ve never imagined.

I never thought that you can be more than anyone on me.

And to love you was the thing I’ve never imagined, can be the one I will be afraid of.

Because the day I fell for you, is the day I started to be afraid of fall in love to someone and doubt my feelings.

To love was the greatest feeling I ever felt.

Because, that was really the first time, someone’s really care for me.

(And I love that moment.)

To love you was the thing I never imagined in my life.

Because, I thought I’m just no one girl on the side and then, you came along.

To love you was really a heaven feeling!

Because, even for short time, I felt the Mutual Feelings many people say.

How I always want you by my side.

How I always want to see you and to be with you.

But..

To love you was to felt that I am really unsure on your feelings on me.

I’m very sure on my feelings for you,

But I’m not sure if what you said to me is true,

If what you said, is really what you truly feel.

I’m started to doubt about it.

To love you was not really easy thing.

I love you, but I didn’t sure if you really feel the same way.

I love you, but I’m not sure, this time you mean it.

And my mind and heart starts to argue.

To love you was the very painful feeling I ever felt.

You didn’t know how many tears I shed for you.

You didn’t know how long I always cry and sad because of you.

You didn’t know how many times I asked myself  where did I go wrong?

How this thing happened?

But now, I’m okay.

I can smile.

I can laugh.

But, sorry..

Even though I stop my dramas..

Until now, I didn’t stop to love you more.

“Taon”

Matagal-tagal na rin,

Simula nang tayo ay pagtagpuin.

Matagal-tagal na rin,

Nung di ko inaasahang ika’y  mapapansin.

Nung mga panahong, ok lang ang lahat.

Nung mga panahon para sa akin ang nakikita ko ay sapat.

Wala akong pake sa ibang tao.

Liban sa mga nakakasama ko.

Pero nung pumasok siya sa buhay ko.

Nagiba na ang takbo nito.

Nang dumating siya sa buhay ko.

Pakiramdam ko muli akong nabuo.

Pakiramdam ko lahat ay nagbago.

Pero ang di ko pinaghandaan saglit lang pala ito.

Dahil ang totoo ay ito pala ay isang malaking biro,

Isang malaking panggagago.

Nakakatawa! Naloko ako.

O sabihin na lang nating,talagang tanga lang ako.

Pinayuhan na kasi ako,

Talagang nagpakatanga lang ako,

Kaya nang sa wakas saglitang bakasyon ay sumapit,

Ako’y lubhang natuwa at paglimot ay pinilit.

At nakakatuwang puso’t utak ko at nagkasundo.

Upang siya, sa puso ko’y talagang maglaho.

Pero, di ko alam,  sadyang ang tadhana’y mapagbiro,

O talagang ikaw lang ay gago.

Bakit ang lakas pa rin ng epekto mo?

Kahit saglitan ka lang sa tabi ko umupo,

Mukhang nakilala ka agad muli ng aking puso.

Umasang muli,

Nagmahal muli.

Naramdaman ko kasing ito na uli.

Ang bagay na aking hinihingi.

Pakiramdam ko ang lahat ay Masaya,

Pakiramdam ko wala nang makakapigil pa.

Dahil pakiramdam ko , sa piling niya ay langit na,

Pagkat ang makasama siya ay sapat  na.

Ayos ang lahat sa amin,

Ok kami, Masaya lang sa damdamin.

Pakiramdam ko ok na ito.

Ok na sa akin ang ganitong ayos.

Ang importante kami ay nakakakilos.

Pero di pala yun sapat.

Akala ko yu na ang lahat.

Akala ko yun na ung pinakasaya

May importante pa pala.